Love to love

I love to love. And I don't just mean I enjoy loving just anybody. What I mean is my heart basically thrives off love (aside from sass). My heart craves a deep soul, a deep connection, and passionate love. It craves romance, a little sensitivity, and geniunism. And what I've learned about myself, is it needs it. But not from just anyone. There's a handful of people who truly "know me" and knew this was me before I even did. It took me a while to fully understand it, but damn it hit me hard.

But then there's the people who "just" know me. They may know I care, in an oddly bitchy kind of way... but they mostly get the girl who has the smile with an "I'll cut you" face. They know the attitude, the sass, and the smart ass. But it's not all attitude. Beneath the attitude is a person who is passionate about love. A girl who wants more for the world, but we are too stuck in an oddly open yet closed minded society. And a girl who secretly cares too much about a lot of things.

But I do have an attitude. Not going to lie. And anyone who probably even knows of me knows that. But hey, my mom didn't raise me to be basic. There's always been a little spark there... a firecracker as you will.

I'm sure you have all seen at least a few of my posts. I write a lot about things I feel, because sometimes I just feel too much and need to get it out somewhere. And I'm sure you'll see a lot about love...as a whole. If you follow the subscription side of the house, you'll definitely see more to the personal writing.

There's times I wish I didn't feel everything... then there's times like now that makes me glad I do. I hope there are some people out there that see this and can relate to some of the things I do.